Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Pressured.

Hello.
I know nobody reads,
or even visits here anymore.

Still,
I'm gonna blog.

I feel pressured nowadays.

Tons of trial papers for various subjects,
homework,
family,
friends,
my pet dog,
prefect stuff,
studies,
catching up with syllabus,
college choices,
and worst of all,
SPM.

Add these all up and what do you get?

Pressure.
Stress.
The feeling like you just wanna scream and tear every last strand of hair off your head.

And because I don't tell anybody about this (even when I write it here nobody reads),
everyone goes on with their usual insulting,
thinking they're so funny.

Whenever I have problems and tell anyone,
they take it lightly.
And then they insult me.
Although I may be wrong,
somehow their words make me feel worse than I initially did.

This sucks.
SPM sucks.

Dear God,
Give me a break.
Make time stop...

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

PMR

Hard to believe how time flies so fast.
Today's the first day of PMR for fellow 2009 candidates,
and they're having the same luck as 2007 candidates did 2 years ago.
It's raining again!

Oct 1, 2007 was pouring rain from the wee hours of morning.
Man I miss those moments.
I was standing outside the classroom with my friends,
and my trusty pencilbox in my hands.
In it contained highlighters, 2 erasers, 2 rulers, 2 mechanical pencils, 2 blue pens, 2 black pens, highlighters, etc...
until my friend told me:
"no pencilbox allowed inside lah! no mechanical pencils allowed lah! only can bring transparent pencilbox and normal pencils inside!!"

-.-

Luckily Szu Wah borrowed me some normal pencils and a sharpener.
Sooo sueh.

First day of PMR raining and kelam kabut -__-

Luckily I still managed to score an A for BM la.

I wonder how my brother is doing in the exam hall now.
It's just 10 minutes until the Paper 2 BM ends.
Maybe he got out early.

The rain is not only not subsiding,
it's gradually getting heavier.

... :O

And I just realised my car is parked outside!!
Great.

... Okay well actually today's post was meant to be nostalgic but you know...
I can't think of anything else to say.
So I better go fetch my brother instead.

BYEZZ!

Friday, October 2, 2009

Moments Worth Cherishing.

New day, new sampah :(

Chee Kuan and I.

I wonder what Alicia is checking out xD

Arghh! Bad breath!

The group chatting as usual.

Chee Kuan looks so fake :/

WHAT?! SPM IS SO NEAR?

Chee Kuan and her oil-blotting paper -_-

I am sooo rajin! Doing correction for add maths Paper 1!

Yee Wen, my add maths sifu :)

Fui Jinn likes covering her nose and laughing, so Yee Wen is imitating her!

Chee Kuan is just a poser, that's my add maths paper!

Pengacau!

It all started out with boredom.

...And then Sook Kuan started to get horny.

So she said, "Let's play the cha cha!"

"Hmm... who to cha next?"

Bored :(

Yee Wen and Fui Jinn, the 2 editors for our school magazine 2009!

Acting dumb :/

May Yen and me! I think this is my first picture with her alone!

Nerds unite!

"Come I help you push your spects 8)"

Acting cute. Something I am NOT good at.

More people joining in to act cute xD

Once again, more! xDD

Yan Hui and I.


Looking at handsome guys... which is definitely not behind them :P

*pinch pinch pinch*
Eh? What?

Peace!

This looks wrong...

Fui Jinn and Sanjivan!

I didn't even realize this picture was taken!

Soo Yok Man with Fui Jinn.

This picture looks a bit kayu.

My turn with Soo Yok Man at last!

Me and Glory's brother, Nicholson!

Nicholson looks so cute hahha!

Time of the day to STRREEETTCCHHH!

Fui Jinn is amazed at how elastic my face is..

Soon Yuen and I!

Chee Kuan and Soon Yuen.
(I didn't put the other here la happy?)

I'll miss poking her pimples.

...Or slapping it. :P

Eating in class during recess.

Emo... Only got bread to eat for recess :(

Cheah Kha Mun, my ex-anak buah and ex-penolong ketua patrol :D

Taekwondo pro ar! Don't play play.

Me, Wei Lee and Fui Jinn :)

With Jun Yeong this time :D

Alicia is soo confused over which is the correct SPM timetable.

Don't cry Chee Kuan, tomorrow is another day! xD

Li Ann and I :D

Jacqueline Ong! My ex-anak buah, a lot shorter than me xP
(jangan marah, joking!)

Li Ann and Glory!

Another shot posing like crabs!

Tie-pulling, a classic among the both of us :D

Me and Spellman!

Husna and I :)

Me and Hasliya! Look carefully, can see a bit of her hair coming out xD

Yee Wen looks like a (sad) guy from this angle o.O

rawr!

"EE Alicia what you doing?"
NO LA. I dunno why I had that expression.

Eh, why got water come out one ar?

Written on card : DEEP LOVE NIGHT
(librarian annual party theme)

One of my favourite decorations in the class!

Can you see my name? :D
(If you can't I dunno what to say la :/)

I drew that turtle! x)

"Look, that's where I sit!"
Lame.

Pelan Kelas 5 Gigih.

Our class timetable. So cute right? xD

My doodles on Alicia's table.

Emo-ing that I'm never gonna get the chance to conteng Alicia's table anymore..

YX: Might as well draw while I still can!
Alicia: NOOOO!!

Yee Wen and I.
Okay I look weird :/

Sook Kuan and I.
I look weird again.

Husna. Senget smile!

Hasliya. So rajin weh!

Grrr!

"Heh, you're never gonna win, amateur!"

That's all folks!

Friday, September 11, 2009

looking ahead

I know they say we shouldn't dwell in the past or dream about the future,
instead live in the present.

But I can't stop wishing for SPM to be over!!

There are SO many things I wanna do after SPM!

I wanna go ice skating, shopping, get back on maple, get back on ragnarok, work (I wanna do this veeeeeery much), watch movies in theatres, go on holidays, go on outings with friends, rest and relax everyday, play with my dog everyday without feeling guilty, watch Moonlight Ressonance, watch all Hong Kong dramas everyday, catch up on all the Spongebob Squarepants episode via his website, watch Nickelodean everyday, watch Disney everyday, play computer with hours on end, stay up late, wake up late, buy DVDs and watch at home everyday, blog free-heartedly, chat with friends on MSN everyday, AND SO MUCH MORE!!

At the same time though, I wish SPM would be further away.

I don't have enough time to study.

I haven't mastered all the subjects yet.
Okay well I haven't even really get to know all the subjects =.=

Aaaaah I'm so torn.
I'm sooooo dead.
Wait, I'm dead?
Yay!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

MJ lives

my computer kena virus T.T
I can only come online using my dad's laptop now.
Pffffffft.

Anyways,
29 August 09 was MJackson's would-be 51st birthday.

While he was alive,
he always tried to instill good values into most of his songs, like
Heal the World,
We Are The World,
Earth Song,
etc.

Sadly, his efforts did not prove to be very effective.
But now that he has left...
he finally unites the world! :D

Check these videos out!